Fading. . .

I'm scared.. I'm lost.. I'm in pain.. Why do i keep the feeling that i'm losing something that i love most? Damn..

SCARED
Why have they changed? I wish everything will be the same again.

LOST
I'm losing feeling.. Nothingness is filled inside me now

PAIN
If i make the 1st move, who will make the 2nd? I'm always waiting for your 2nd move but you are still .. the same, remaining silent

I wish i could just be in BNSS right now, with my old buds. Would be a miracle if that could happen. I feel that i'm being tortured here.. I just got 1 thing so say

DAMN!